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06 Tuesday Mar 2012
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06 Tuesday Mar 2012
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03 Saturday Mar 2012
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I recently read something that said
“the way to live is to believe and act on what God says rather than feel what God says”
This is faith!
Oh the craziness of this week and the emotional roller coaster that has been trying to overcome me! But in the midst of it all…PEACE. Whenever I felt craziness trying to capture my brain I knelt down in front of the Word and read and talked to God and prayed and begged. I begged Him, since HE is bigger than my feelings to allow me walk through the days without fear, without confusion, without over-reacting or saying things I would later regret. For a week that started out crazy, it ended with a long talk with a good friend, a hug, quiet and peace.
I don’t know what is to come. I don’t know what is going to happen. I know I won’t always react the right way. I know I won’t always trust Him. But I feel like I have turned over a new leaf. I know that no matter what comes, God is on my side and each day I am learning to surrender more and more to him.
02 Friday Mar 2012
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Today was a cooking day. I tried to make a lot of food that I could pack for lunches throughout the week. I made a curried quinoa with roasted chick peas, artichoke hearts and broccoli. Then I roasted purple and red potatoes in the oven and made a coconut curry sauce to put over them. For dessert I made Swedish chocolate balls. Thanks to a recipe my friend in Australia sent to me. They are a sort of no bake cookie that you roll in coconut. Delicious!
29 Wednesday Feb 2012
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This song is always in my head. Not sure why. I go to sleep at night with it rolling around and I wake up in the morning humming it. There’s always a tune in my head, but this is the one that pops up most often. What song is in your head?
Tonight’s the night when the waters rise
You’re groping in the dark
The ticket takers count the men who can afford the arc
The ticket takers will not board
For the ticket takers are tied
For five and change an hour
They will count the passers by
They say the sky’s the limit
But the sky’s about to fall
Down come all them record books cradle and all
They say before he bit it
That the boxer felt no pain
But somewhere there’s a gamblin’ man
With a ticket in the rain
Mary Anne, I know I’m a long shot
But Mary Anne, what else have you got
I am a ticket taker, many tickets have I torn
And I will be your arc, we will float above the storm
Many years have passed in this river town
I’ve sailed through many traps
I keep a stock of weapons should society collapse
I keep a stock of ammo
One of oil and one of gold
I keep a place for Mary Anne
Soon she will come home
~ The Low Anthem
29 Wednesday Feb 2012
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Ohio.
Drove out there last weekend to visit a good friend. We had a very relaxing time reading, cooking, watching movies and just hangin out.
25 Saturday Feb 2012
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23 Thursday Feb 2012
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Last night it started to snow. Huge beautiful flakes. It was like being inside a snow globe. Or walking through Narnia. It was lovely.
When I woke up this morning it was a silent sunny winter wonderland. I grabbed my camera quick before Jenny picked me up
for our trip to Ohio and captured a few pictures.
They don’t do it justice, but you at least get an idea of how beautiful it was!
23 Thursday Feb 2012
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I left Louisiana on the rail line, oo oo
I left Louisiana on the rail line, oo oo
I was trying to get to Ohio
Trying to get to Ohio
Lost my love before her time, oo oo
Lost my love before her time, oo oo
On the way to Ohio On the way to Ohio
Now every new love is just a shadow, oo oo
Every new love is just a shadow, oo oo
‘Cause once you’ve known love you don’t know how to find love, oo oo
Yeah once you’ve found love you don’t know how to find new love
All the way to Ohio All the way to Ohio
Heard her voice come through the pines in Ohio
I heard her voice singing in the pines in Ohio
She sang bless your soul you crossed that line to Ohio
Bless your soul you crossed that line oo oo
All the way to Ohio
All the way to Ohio
The Low Anthem
I’m leaving in the morning to go to Ohio to visit my good friend Allie. We have been friends since around sixth grade and I love that we still get together once in a while. She used to live at Moody Bible Institute and I loved going to visit her in Chicago. Now she is married to a great guy, Joel, and they moved to Ohio. Her sister Jenny and I are headed out tomorrow. First stop Chic-Fil-A! So excited for a really fun weekend and some restful time away. We’re on our way Al! 
p.s. why would anyone write a song about ohio??
21 Tuesday Feb 2012
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“You cannot love a fellow-creature fully till you love God.”
~ C.S. Lewis The Great Divorce
You’re the center of the universe
Everything was made in You Jesus
Breath of every living thing
Everyone was made for You
You hold everything together
You hold everything together
Christ be the center of our lives
Be the place we fix our eyes
Be the center of our lives
We lift our eyes to heaven
We wrap our lives around your life
We lift our eyes to heaven, to You
~ Charlie Hall ~
There is a thread that has been running through my days lately. I wonder, if you fully love God would all others fade away? Or would you begin to truly love them as God does? How would my life be different if I loved God so much more than I love anyone else? I just underlined this quote in a book I am reading, “Realizing that all your needs are truly met in Christ will keep you from expecting too much from others.”
Don’t let your happiness depend on something you may lose. ~ C.S. Lewis
How often I do this. I put all my hope in people and expect so much from them and because everyone is sinfully human, they usually let me down. And every time someone lets me down, I get so, so hurt. It’s also not fair. I am holding them to standards that are impossible for them to meet. Mark Driscoll recently said “When your identity is rooted in Christ, you get to stop using people and start loving them”.
“There is but one good; that is God. Everything else is good when it looks to Him and bad when it turns from Him.” ~ C.S. Lewis The Great Divorce
I know this is a rather disjointed post. My mind is all over the place right now. I have really really been trying to apply this to my life though. There are people who I love SO so so much and I always hope and pray that they will realize how much I love them and begin to treat me better in return, and it never works out quite that way. So I think God is slowly turning me around and beginning to show me that I will never love people the right way OR get the love I desire from them in return UNTIL I am fully in love with Him.
I just finished reading The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis (hence all the quotes from that book) I loved it and I especially loved the end. A woman in heaven is talking to the man she was married to on earth. He is living in hell and she is trying to explain to him why he should choose a different way of life. THE way of LIFE.
‘What needs could I have,’ she said, ‘now that I have all? I am full now, not empty. I am in Love Himself, not lonely. Strong, not weak. You shall be the same. Come and see. We shall have no need for one another now; we can begin to love truly.’ ~ C.S. Lewis The Great Divorce
I step out into a new day (since its 12:07 am) and I am PRAYING that God will show me how to love him MORE that I love others. I want to be fully in love with Him. I want Him to be the bottom of my joy and I want to begin to love truly.
One last quote from a favorite movie that I think sums it all up quite well…
Marilla Cuthbert: You set your heart too much on frivolous things and then crash down into despair when you don’t get them.
Anne Shirley: I know. I can’t help flying up on the wings of anticipation. It’s as glorious as soaring through a sunset… almost pays for the thud.
Marilla Cuthbert: Well, maybe it does. But I’d rather walk calmly along and do without flying AND thud
16 Thursday Feb 2012
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