This blog is beautiful and I wanted to share it with you. Ann Voskamp is a poetic writer and she has such a tender and beautiful heart.
What Your Scars Can Really Be…
http://www.aholyexperience.com/2012/04/what-your-scars-can-really-be/
23 Monday Apr 2012
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This blog is beautiful and I wanted to share it with you. Ann Voskamp is a poetic writer and she has such a tender and beautiful heart.
What Your Scars Can Really Be…
http://www.aholyexperience.com/2012/04/what-your-scars-can-really-be/
19 Thursday Apr 2012
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Jon Acuff posted this quote a few days ago and it really stuck with me. I tend to be more cautious, but my creative side is screaming to get out!
You can be Cautious or you can be Creative (but there’s no such thing as a Cautious Creative).
A creative thinker must be fearless.
If you’re more tentative than decisive, if you’re more cautious than creative, you’ll never be an innovative business leader, and certainly not a great visual communicator.
A Cautious Creative is an oxymoron.
From Jon Acuff taken from George Lois
http://www.jonacuff.com/blog/
18 Wednesday Apr 2012
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Our sermon this week was about complaining. I am a complainer. I know I am. I come from a long line of complainers. That’s no excuse, but when its surrounding you, it’s harder to escape. Complaining is an “acceptable” sin. Meaning, we are immune to it. It doesn’t really bother or convict us. In the world we live in today, we don’t consider complaining a sin. But God does. God says to do EVERYTHING without complaining (Phil 2:14) Complaining is an accusation against God. It is a focus on the one thing we don’t have. And when we do that, we forget all the things that we DO have.
As I have been mulling these things over, one thing David said keeps repeating in my mind; “When you complain, it is impossible for you to see what God is trying to do in your life.” When I complain, I am actually blocking my vision! I CANT see what God is doing through my complaining. How mind-boggling! But it also makes so much sense. If I am too busy being ungrateful for what is going on in my life, why would God present me with something better? In the Old Testament, God actually burned up a whole bunch of people because He was so sick and tired of their complaining! Yipes! You can’t complain AND please God at the same time!
I have been searching and searching for what my next step should be. And I have been begging God to show me what to do. I wonder if my ungrateful and complaining heart has been bouncing back His answers. I wonder, if I stop complaining and start looking for the good in every situation, will I begin to see His will more clearly? Its hard, let me tell you. Its been 3 days and I am blessed to live with and be surrounded by people who also heard the sermon who have been jumping in as soon as someone starts complaining. “Hey! Complaining!” “Do I hear complaining?” Its great. But man, its hard to stop them from coming out of your mouth. I have to be far more cautious at guarding what is coming out of my mouth.
So hey, what’s the opposite of complaining? Thanksgiving! And how awesome is that, it made me happy to think that by giving thanks more often I can hopefully eventually eliminate complaining. A great book I read about giving thanks is called 1000 Gifts by Ann Voskamp. She goes through her journey from complaining to contentment. It’s such a great book, I highly recommend it. It really motivated me to start my own list of things that I am thankful for: https://cragsandclay.wordpress.com/books/1000-gifts/
It’s obviously not complete, but I try to work on it every day. I know Ann’s site has many ideas and opportunities to help you be creative with thanksgiving: http://onethousandgifts.com/ And, there’s even an app you can get on your iPhone that allows you to list your gifts and even take pictures of them! I just downloaded it so I haven’t had time to play with it yet, but I am excited!
“Run to the cross. Remind yourself of what you deserve, and compare it to what you have been given.” (David Whiting) Ask yourself what is the most common thing that you complain about? And begin to turn it around by giving thanks. God wants to help us look and act more like Jesus, and the obstacles and situations He puts in our path are there to help Him accomplish His goal. It’s up to us how we react to them.
13 Friday Apr 2012
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Blue Like Jazz opens today at select movie theaters. It’s not coming anywhere near me but I want to encourage you if it is coming near you, go see it! Here’s a link for showings and tickets. www.bluelikejazztickets.com If the movie does well this weekend, it will open in more theaters and hopefully come to Rochester so I can go see it! If you do see it, let me know what you think!
13 Friday Apr 2012
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Today I experimented with Tiramisu Cupcakes. 
The base for the cupcakes was a white cake mix with sour cream and buttermilk added.
The cupcakes themselves didn’t come out so great. The recipe said to make marble cupcakes so they were half white and half coffee flavored. They looked perfect in the oven but then shrank down a little after cooling.
I tasted one just to make sure it was ok. Good flavor, just small and not great looking. Good thing I got to cover them with frosting. The filling for the cupcakes was made out of mascarpone cheese, sugar and strong coffee. Delicious. The frosting is the true amazement.
It is SO good. It is a cream cheese, whipped cream frosting. I have never made anything like it before and I never thought of putting cream cheese and whipped cream together for frosting but it came out awesome. So smooth and not too sweet. Great flavor and thick enough to be able to pipe it out onto the cupcakes.
I topped them with sifted dark cocoa powder and cinnamon and added a chocolate covered espresso bean. They came out so pretty. Hopefully they will be a big hit for Liz’s going away party tonight.
Here’s the recipe. I will change the cake part and try a new recipe so stay tuned for that!
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12 Thursday Apr 2012
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“Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: “What! You too? I thought I was the only one.”
~ C.S. Lewis
True friends are hard to find, and a kindred spirit is one in a million. Well maybe that’s an exaggeration but I’ve had about seven kindred spirits in my life so I don’t feel like I’m exaggerating. Those people in your life who know what your thinking. Who suggest garbage plates before you even know you want one. Who stay over all night watching How I Met Your Mother, or Downton Abbey, or really stupid movies that make you laugh so hard your stomach hurts for hours. You can communicate with them just by looking at them. They’ve seen you at your worst and still love you. And you can tell them your dreams and they don’t think you’re crazy they just want to help you achieve them. They get you. Liz is one of those friends.
Today, Liz did something brave. She got baptized. She stood before her friends and family and told us about her relationship with God and publicly declared that she wants to follow Christ with her life. I’m so proud of her. I’ve known her for her whole life and it has been so amazing to see her grow into the beautiful, loving, Godly, kindred spirit that she is.
Baptism is a beautiful symbol of dying to ourselves and our new life in Christ.
It was a great time with family and friends. I’m so happy that I got to share this moment with them. 
True friends are always together in spirit.
~ Anne of Green Gables
Tomorrow, Liz is going to do something just as brave. She’s leaving. She’s packing all her stuff up in her car and moving to Kansas. God opened the door and she’s taking a huge step of faith, walking away from all that is familiar and comfortable, and leaving. And although this is making me the most sad I have been in a long time, I couldn’t be more proud. I know that God has huge things in store for her and I am so excited to see what amazing things come from Kansas. It seems unlikely. It’s so far away. I miss her already and my heart hurts because there aren’t too many people left here who get me. But she’s doing something exciting. She’s not wasting her life. She’s pursuing God AND her dreams with all that she has. She’s chasing a lion. That’s the way I want to live my life. I’m so thankful for her friendship and for her courageous heart. I love you Liz!
“Friendship is unnecessary, like philosophy, like art…. It has no survival value; rather it is one of those things which give value to survival.”
~ C.S. Lewis
10 Tuesday Apr 2012
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This Psalm very much encapsulates how I have been feeling the past few weeks.
I cry out to the Lord; I plead for the Lord’s mercy. I pour out my complaints before him and tell him all my troubles. When I am overwhelmed, you alone know they way I should turn. Wherever I go, my enemies have set traps for me. I look for someone to come and help me, but no one gives me a passing thought! No one will help me; no one cares a bit what happens to me. Then I pray to you, O Lord. I say, “You are my place of refuge. You are all I really want in life. Hear my cry, for I am very low. Rescue me from my persecutors, for they are too strong for me. Bring me out of prison so I can thank you. The godly will crowd around me, for you are good to me.”
I need to put the first line into practice though. I NEED to cry out to the Lord. He knows the way I should turn and He will always be good to me.
08 Sunday Apr 2012
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Early on Sunday morning, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and found that the stone had been rolled away from the entrance.
The rising of the sun had made everything look so different – all colours and shadows were changed – that for a moment they didn’t see the important thing. Then they did. The Stone Table was broken into two pieces by a great crack that rand down it from end to end; and there was no Aslan.
Mary was standing outside the tomb crying, and as she wept, she stooped and looked in.
“Yes!” said a great voice behind their backs. “It is more magic.” They looked round. There, shining in the sunrise, larger than they had seem him before, shaking his mane stood Aslan himself.
“Mary!” Jesus said. She turned to him and cried out, “Rabboni!”
Both girls flung themselves upon him and covered him with kisses. “But what does it all mean?” asked Susan when they were somewhat calmer. “It means,” said Aslan, “that though the Witch knew the Deep magic, there is a magic deeper still which she did not know.”
“Remember what he told you back in Galilee, that the Son of Man must be betrayed into the hands of sinful men and be crucified, and that he would rise again on the third day.”
Then with a roar that shook all Narnia from the western lamp-post to the shores of the eastern sea the great beast flung himself upon the White Witch. Lucy saw her face lifted towards him for one second with an expression of terror and amazement. Then Lion and Witch had rolled over together but with the Witch underneath.
Jesus came and told his disciples, “I have been given all authority in heaven and on earth. Therefore, go and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit. Teach these new disciples to obey all the commands I have given you. And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age.”
The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe: C.S. Lewis
The Bible: The Message
07 Saturday Apr 2012
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A great crowd of people were standing all round the Stone Table and though the moon was shining many of them carried torches which burned with evil-looking red flames and black smoke. But such people!
All the elders of the people assembled, including the leading priests and the teachers of religious law.
Here were all those who were on the Witch’s side and whom the Wolf had summoned at her command. And right in the middle, standing by the Table, was the Witch herself.
They all shouted, “So, are you claiming to be the Son of God?” And he replied, “You say that I am.”
“The fool!” She cried. “The fool has come. Bind him fast.”
They stripped him and put a scarlet robe on him. They wove thorn branches into a crown and put it on his head, and they placed a reed stick in his right hand as a scepter.
They rolled the huge Lion over on his back and tied all his four paws together, shouting and cheering as if they had done something brave, though, had the Lion chosen, one of those paws could have been the death of them all.
Then they knelt before him in mockery and taunted, “Hail! King of the Jews!” And they spit on him and grabbed the stick and struck him on the head with it.
But he made no noise, even when the enemies, straining and tugging, pulled the cords so tight that they cut into his flesh. Then they began to drag him towards the Stone Table.
Then they led him away to be crucified.
But he never moved. And this seemed to enrage all that rabble. Everyone was at him now. Those who had been afraid to come near him even after he was bound began to find their courage.
The people passing by shouted abuse, shaking their heads in mockery. “Look at you now!” they yelled at him. “You said you were going to destroy the Temple and rebuild it in three days. Well then, if you are the Son of God, save yourself!”
When once Aslan had been tied on the flat stone, a hush fell on the crowd. The Witch stood by Aslan’s head. She stooped down and said in a quivering voice, “And now, who has won? Fool, did you think that by all this you would save the human traitor? You have lost your own life and you have not saved his. In that knowledge, despair and die!”
Then the soldiers nailed him to the cross. At noon, darkness fell across the whole land until three o’clock. Then at three o’clock Jesus called out with a loud voice, “Eloi, Eloi, lema sabachtani?” which means “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?”
The children did not see the actual moment of the killing. They couldn’t bear to look and had covered their eyes.
Then Jesus uttered another loud cry and breathed his last. And the curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn in tow, from top to bottom. Some women were there, watching from a distance, including Mary Magdalene, Mary (the mother of James the younger and of Joseph), and Salome. They had been followers of Jesus and had cared for him while he was in Galilee.
As soon as the wood was silent again Susan and Lucy crept out onto the open hill-top. The moon was getting low and thin clouds were passing across her, but still they could see the shape of the Lion lying dead in his bonds. And down they both knelt in the wet crass and kissed his cold face and stroked his beautiful fur and cried till they could cry no more.
The Lion The Witch and the Wardrobe – C. S. Lewis
The Bible: The Message
05 Thursday Apr 2012
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